IAmAnAngel

So, I've been guided to this message, and want to share it below. We all have different comprehensions of understanding our world and especially our spiritual world. Some use The Book, some use the Tao path, some use the arts, others the yoga or science. Our emotional/spiritual understanding is dependent on our spacial understanding/the logic. And so the context of this call, might not fit your spacial understanding, but I hope it touches your emotional/spiritual - maybe I'll call it your infinite understanding... yes that is the word. I hope it touches your infinite understanding. It has a beautifully simple message. I found the call via a photo series that I absolutely loved; it 'devoured me' - but reversed. I guess I devoured it? Or it nurished me...? Oh, words... ;) Here are the images for you to share:  A Portal of Galactic Activation And here is The Mythic Call, maybe it speaks to you too.  Love and light - and life! / Mi (Edit: I just found the original...

So, funny thing just happened. I was feeling a little 'mindful' - as in overly in my head, that is - so I decided to go in and write in one of the gratitude threads. I wrote three things, abstract and general that I am grateful for (form, time and all the love shaped by it). But then also wanted to touch on the feelings I had, behind my busy mind: "Also, I am grateful for nerves I feel right now about new opportunities, and for the advice I received yesterday (today?) to remember to practice not knowing the outcome... (It's just like me to study every text I can find on, in this case contantious animal diseases, to figure out the statistical probability that this might be dangerious to me or my family.... Letting go. It's not on the red-alert list. Letting go. Haha; "I will dissolve the bacteria with my light!" No, I wont, that was a joke. I will maintain proper hygien protocols, and leave it at that, is what I'll do.)" And then it daw...

So, warrior. That world has such magic, such nobility. It is the word of a fearless, skilled soul prepared to fend 'til the end for their cause. And the cause, as my heart hears the word 'warrior', is always just. There is fire, there is muscle, there is stealth, and steady confrontation. And when I 'warred' I felt divine, I felt invincible, I felt well, like I would earn my place in heaven - eventhough I believed in no such thing ;) - by fighting the just fight. I also felt like a fraud. My warrior was a costume, I wanted to be someone fearless. But I had to go into 'crazy space' to be that. The space where I got fearlessness was one of rage and vengeance and loss and humiliation. It worked. But I felt dirty. There was no nobility in that fury. I laid others victim to the same condescending brute force, that I had myself been anihilated by in my infancy. Triumphs were all ego, no glory. And when the quest became complicated and the path was no...

It is really interesting how writing about something can make things I already thought I understood, stand suddenly crystal clear. Earlier this evening, I posted to my other half - who ever he is here on Planet Earth - on my go-to forum, an experience with the bottomline: 'I got the card The Lovers, it's true - we're about to meet now...' It's so juvenile, I know, but I love my humanity and all it's little twists and turns when the dress don't fit. (Ok, I just put all of those words together for fun, English Language, please pardon me for toying with your dignity. Love and Light, always!) But when I was done writing, I had a clear set of instructions and a clear set of questions to explore. I intend to do this for a few days. The New Moon is next weekend, and that would be the time to direct my attention outwards, acording to my instructions :). To start off, here is my post: "Drew three cards yesterday, with a general 'What am I to do at ...

Good day, The video today is simply an account of my day, working with human/divine in my everyday - today I felt like I was getting the hang of it a bit more. I also told my Mom of my 'angelness', which is a big deal. This connects with the readings I did yesterday - as you might have seen in my posts. In the evening I received my new Oracle cards, my very first set, and quite possibly the only one I'll ever get. In y readings I got the card for 'putting aside your mask, revealing your true self' in (almost?) all of the readings, at least in 3 out of 4, possibly all four. For me it is definitely part of the mission to find a way to state my truth, without alienating. That was a good statement. Ok. Did I do that with my Mom? No. I did not take the time to make it believable for her, I started with the 'outs' - I'm crazy, you know how I am, etc. Well, practice makes perfect. And to be honest, I didn't have much patience for the story. I just...

Here is the third reading that I made this evening (part from the first one that I made for myself). It is for Rsandee: Past / root: Chumara - web of life. (What does this mean that this is the third time in four readings this card is picked? The card is not dented or in any way different from the others. It must be that time we are in - that we are all growing towards a point where we are to 'show our faces') Chumara speaks of masks and protection and how it is time to leave yours for now, to try and find space and safe company to reveal your true self. This is your past, so perhaps you have already begun doing this, to some degree. Or since it's the root card also, this process of staying in your truth in more and more areas of your life, could also be what leads to the situation in which the Dragonfae wants you to take the following action: NOW/ action: Oroki - Boundaries. Oroki is asking you to let him guard your treasures - literal and metaforical, like knowledge o...

Sunflower 10 asked a series of questions on a topic that is private, but I answered them with at reply from the Dragonfae regarding what they want her to know at this time, which was the card Nimue, and the short of it was 'Free yourself!', but my interpretation and the three spread follows now. And further below are the individual cards and the full texts where I've found them. Nimue - Seek the councel of crystals. "Make a commitment to thy own self now – she, who you truly are, is worth this trust, this pledge, this courage you must have to birth your own changing self. For I am gentle, but I too have no more time to spend if you wish to waster the jewels life has given you. I will turn away, because it may not yet be your time. Only you can say it is not so, and walk forth into your new self, with me as guide and light, with transformation as your nature, with your incarnation without material death as your truth. Do this with me: “Bless thyself. Love thyself. Kno...

So, I received my first oracle cards this evening. I've loved the Dragonfae oracle cards since I first saw one. The only reason I've ever had a faint interest in oracle/angel cards are these beautiful and powerful cards that speak directly to me a such a profound way. So here they are in my hands, and I've promised three readings.  This is the reading of past/now/future that I made for Pandora: Past/root: Lady of the New Buds - nurture tenderness.  Now/action: Dragonfae of Rebirth Future/outcome: Chumara - Web of all of life Here is my interpretation and further below you will find the cards with full text: PAST / root: Lady of the New Buds - nurture tenderness. The Lady of the New Buds speaks of tending the new; seeds, ideas, children. Keeping them cared for, protected so that they can grow strong. She reminds you to accept that not all will know the work you've put in, to yield such a bountyful garden, but also to appreciate your own effort and to...